It used to boggle my mind watching people choosing to sin after they find out that they are terminally ill, people just loose their minds, there was a homosexual couple who wanted to "make it right" and get married before one of them dies, there was a woman who upon finding out that she's dying of cancer left her husband and children and went out to find another partner and enjoy what ever is left of her life, I watched a show where a guy is told he's dying and his last wish was to sleep with over three hundred women, I used to look at this for many years in this country with out any explanation of why people are so fearless of the Lord, but now I understand that they were never fearless they were just "uninformed", I always thought that people referred to the Bible for every confusion they had, but only to find out that most people in this country have never even opened a Bible, because if they had they would find out that there is an angry God who is waiting to judge them, I once tried telling a man who has never heard the name Jesus - ABOUT Jesus and it felt soo unsettling, I am not exaggerating when I tell you that I felt like I was trying to tell E.T. about Jesus, I after that gained a whole lot more respect than I had before for men who do this very difficult work of saving souls, because I have never felt more out of place in all my life than I did at that moment when I was trying to tell ET about Jesus.I have seen many horror films, I have to admit I used to enjoy those, there was just something fascinating about every different kind of horror film, the fear just hits you differently each time, Linda Blair in the exorcist was a favorite, I couldn't sleep for about two weeks after that, but my fascination with those kinds of films never really died I just got older and now have better things to do than staying up for two weeks waiting for the heebie-jeebies to go away, I remember the fear from those films I used to watch, but in real life every time I see someone die who I know didn't truly know God, or they rejected Him when they were alive, the fear I feel when they die is so much more horrifying than any of those films I used to watch, the fear I feel for any particular human who died not in the Lord, is so dark I can't get away from it, the terror he must feel at this very moment understanding the circumstances he's found himself in, I don't know how a prisoner feels as they stand before the judge fighting for their life, the fear of knowing that if they come back guilty, it'll be the death sentence, well imagine standing before a judge who will send you to your death, and there's no "better place" waiting for you, when you are thrown into the lake of fire there you shall remain for all eternity, imagine the people who were burnt at the stake for one thing or another, the fire is burning never killing them, but just burning them and burning them, and you never burn up you just keep burning and burning like a candlewick, so knowing about Heaven and all the instruction written for us is a privilege, sneering at these instructions is demonic, because how can you say that you know that there's good and evil in the world but you don't believe that God and the devil exist and so you don't want anything to do with the Bible, if you believed in the Bible you would be reading that Book to make sure that you are on the right path.

· I set out to discover the cure for cancer and found out that discovering the cure for cancer is not the most difficult thing one can accomplish on this earth, but on my journey through science education I discovered that convincing people that the Bible is the Word of God and the only truth, is more difficult than discovering the cure to every disease and waking up Gondi.When I consider the difference between a true child of God and today's loose idea of a child of God, I can't believe that some people believe that their prayers are heard, because those loose christians who wear makeup, jewelry, opposite gender clothing, when I see these kinds of people ridicule and persecute others for wearing clothes only pertaining to our gender and choose not to paint our faces or adorn our bodies with jewels, there just seems to be something about the true children of God that burns the eyes of the world, and the world feels like they have to strike back as though they have been physically provoked.I always hear people say "what has God ever done for me?" when ever I try to talk to them about God, well let's see:

· our God created this vast universe that we can't seem to understand

· Our God gave our bodies breath and an immune system that fights off deadly illnesses that would otherwise kill us.

· Our God created these extremely advanced human bodies for us to live and enjoy life in

· He gave us this beautiful planet with four seasons and soo much beauty that people make traveling a lifestyle

· He created in us a mind which can organize a nation and a military to defend it

· Among many many many other things that we are too ungrateful to notice

And all He demanded of us is that we follow His laws as written in the Bible, of which He is the Author. He warns us of His enemy who would constantly haunt us, He warned us of the kind of attacks we will face, but people do not read the Bible so they are completely unaware of all of God's warnings, and they continue to fall victim to satan's every attack of confusion, they get attacked so much that at some point they begin to accept the deception that they were born that way. The most dangerous enemy is one you can't see. If someone you didn't know was constantly attacking your life from the shadows, and you have never seen this person, nor do you have any proof they exist, you will eventually decide that "oh well such as life". But if you knew who was constantly trying to destroy you, you would do everything you can to prevent this person from constantly destroying your life. Not reading the Bible not keeping yourself informed in not only God's commandments to us, but also the warnings He left us, means that we will be attacked by a force we have absolutely no control over, and we have no help from the one who does, in the Bible it says "He rode in on a white horse and His name was the Word of God" So the BIBLE is God, He (the Bible) is the judge who will judge us on that great day of judgement. So a relationship with the Bible is a relationship with God.

For me researching "the great divide" was very eye opening because there were things that I too had to accept that I never thought I would have to, things I never even thought about - God dictated to me, I don't know what people think about when they encounter a "vessel" like myself, we are people who are in constant communication with the Creator, and our lives do have to be Holy for this to be a constant occurrence, otherwise God departs from us as well, but we too have to accept the things that God dictates to us it's not like we don't go through something as well, first WE have to accept what He told us and then we have to try and make others accept it as well and others just prefer to kill the messenger, like trying to tell a woman why she shouldn't wear mans clothing, and getting attacked by a purse.I didn't have to look very far to discover all the reasons why this planet is so physically ill, the truth was just always in front of me and I couldn't unsee it, no matter what subject I researched the truth was always staring me in the face, "the reason people are very ill is because they have turned against the only book of instruction that was suppose to keep everyone healthy" I discovered that disobedience in the Holy Bible is the cause of all these diseases, and especially when you look in the Bible you realize that diseases were used as punishment for one thing or another, but people today would rather call the Bible hateful and continue to try to figure out an answer that they will agree with, than open the Bible and do what it says. Today inappropriate kindness is the new religion, people think that as long as they are kind to everyone they will go to Heaven, completely disregarding the horrible physical condition they are in, I mean they are just wallowing in unholy filth, but as long as they are kind to each other "they will go to heaven" because I guess God doesn't care about what you look like, this misguided understanding is tragic, I would be soo sad if my God wasn't looking out for my outer appearance. I mean how can you say that you feel like His child but He doesn't care about your outer appearance? let me tell you something if you encountered a very filthy child who just looks like no one has ever cared about what they look like, while their parents look well put together and decent, hun you'd call child protective services, because we are all fully aware that it is the parent's responsibility to look out for the child's every need, so when God tells you what to wear and what not to wear, it's because He's your parent and knows that He is responsible for your every need, so suggesting that our God who created our outer appearance, is not going to care about what He created is soo very sad and misguided, it doesn't even make any sense.There are two difficulties that I have noticed on this earth: 1) trying to get people to understand that our disobedience in the Bible is what is causing our Creator to allow all these incurable diseases upon us all. 2) the humans inability to come up with a cure for any of those diseases, both of these difficulties are proportional to one another except for the mercy our Creator is showing the human race in the process.I'm starring at my bed right now and it is littered with documents, dictations from God which have nothing to do with the current idea of science, and yet those documents are closer to discovering the cure than anyone on this earth ever has been, that's what happens when you try to play God, because that's exactly what I discovered science IS, it's just a bunch of God denying atheists who are trying to take His place and pretend to be Him. This silence which comes from above is the reason why we have so many science labs all over the world, it's because people don't know how to hear the voice of our Creator so they decided that He doesn't exist so they need to figure this out than onn their own, being completely void of all Biblical knowledge they had no idea that all they had to do was open the Bible and conform their lives to the Biblical commands and God will dictate to them the truth about science, because this is how this human system works! Please let me explain to you how unintelligent today's science IS! they have entered a world that they can't control, they now have more questions than answers, they study things on such a minut scale that it's absolutely useless because something on that tiny scale is out of your control because that’s not your jurisdiction, not a right God gave you, you were given your instruction you worry about following the one you were given quit trying to make other constituents of the human form obey their instruction while you're willfully disobeying YOURS! today's science is focused on forcing our bodily cells to obey their instruction while we have absolutely no intension in obeying OUR instruction, we want our cells to obey their instruction because we agree that what our God has made is wonderful so we want our cells to continue to obey their instruction so we can continue to enjoy God's creation. But somehow it just doesn't occur to us that perhaps we humans also have a book of rules that we must follow, perhaps all these diseases are in some way our fault, but today's society lives with the idea that they are not to blame for anything bad that happens in their lives, cancer - being one of the most mysterious diseases in the world and people don't stop to think how "anybody can get cancer" is a reason for pause and concern, time for us to think for a minute, because we are all aware of "cause and effect" but we can't accept that we are suffering the "effect" to something we're “causing” but no one wants to believe that cancer could somehow be their fault, and you would be cancelled for suggesting such a thing. You aught to understand that your bodily cells obeying their Bible is why you're still alive, if your bodily cells started obeying their nucleic Biblical instruction we call DNA, the way WE obey our Biblical instruction, there would be no humans left on this earth, cause I promise you our cells obeying their instruction as badly as we obey ours means the end of the human race, kind of like that threat being real every time the human race faces a plague or a virus of some sort.

In my quest to finding out the reason the human race has not been able to find the cure for cancer, far from the healing the new testament was talking about the laying of the hands for healing, I discovered something much more mysterious: "people's inability to hear the truth of God" I feel like the scientist who tried to warn the whole world that covid is coming, but given the fact that there was absolutely no evidence of what this scientist was saying he looked like an absolute lunatic to absolutely everyone to whom he seemed like just another person trying to warn the world of Y2K which never came, but just like covid which ended up being real and planet changing, what I am saying is extremely serious, but no one will listen, all I came up against is people's ignorance and sinful stubbornness. I used to watch all those youtube videos feeling sad and sorry for all those people who are suffering and dying of incurable diseases and I used to just weep for them even knowing why all those people are sick, sin, but after trying to talk to some people about their sins and trying to explain why people are actually sick but being met with angry non-belief and stubbornness with absolutely no chance of changing, I realized that the problems isn't that we can't find the cure for cancer, the real trouble is that no one wants to hear our Creator telling us why we're all sick.I now watch those videos understanding that what I'm actually seeing is "the price of sin!" They can't explain to you why they're sick, even though they know that there's a powerful God who has control over every disease on earth, enough to be angry at God for it all, but not one of them has ever actually asked God "what is it that we are doing that's causing you to allow all these fatal incurable diseases?," they would discover an angry God who's only means of communication left with the human race has been "incurable diseases" because we have never allowed Him another means of communication with us, which is the only one He wants to have with the human race and that's "absolute obedience" in His Word. There seems to be this evil force which stands between the Bible and the human race, preventing people from learning the truth by keeping the scales from falling out of their eyes, people have become comfortable in this false reality they have created for themselves, because reality as it should be is too real for them, just like "metaverse" they refuse to get out of their fantasy verse by keeping the scales on their eyes, well God has taken the scales off've my eyes and I feel like I exist in a world where everyone is wearing a virtual reality headset, but I and just a select few are the only ones not wearing one, this whole thing is truly sad because they can't tell you why they're sick and they are depending upon science to find out, but all the scientists are already wearing virtual reality headsets trying to cure bodies which exist in real life, they endlessly find and fund all kinds of science research, but until those scientists take off those virtual reality headsets, they will never know what the human body even looks like.I honestly have a hard time feeling sorry for anyone anymore, if you're sick than you deserve to be sick, I can't say anything to you if I see that you are wearing makeup, jewelry, nail polish, married more than once, living together unmarried, I know I can't say anything to you. I now know why the human race is so sick, and I do not believe that the human race deserves the cure to ANYTHING!! if you're so stupid that you would say that you're saved but you break Biblical laws, than you deserve to die of an incurable disease, God is the Bible and the Bible is God!! God is not an image or a drawing hanging on your wall, He's not the pope who's an obvious cross-dresser, He is not a religion, God is the Bible, therefore when you live every word in the Bible, He only then!! considers you His child, oh and by the way, when the Bible says that He only hears the prayers of the righteous, it means that unless you are obeying the Bible He doesn't hear you, nor does He know you. To unleash the cures for every incurable disease now would be irresponsible, because as God told me that if people do not change their ways He will send down diseases soo horrific that we will have absolutely no medical intervention of any kind, because God giving us every cure for all the incurable diseases that currently exist, does not mean the end of human suffering, this is nothing more than a second chance, can a wife give her husband a second chance while he has no intentions on giving up his mistress? and neither is he even sorry for what he's been doing to his wife.At no time does this planet look more retarded than when they believe that they can come up with the cure to something only God has any control over. But no matter how advanced they think they are, they still look like the most primitively humiliation I have ever had the pleasure of making fun of. Fortunately almost every science experiment done anywhere on earth, ends up on line so I know everything they came up with and tried, if I did something right now to displease my Lod and I got an incurable disease, I would feel like I'm completely on my own, and that's a pretty lonely feeling.

Around 2022 I started to come into my own, people's opinions no longer effected me as they once did, when God showed me the truth recently, I realized that just because people are loud doesn't mean they're right, it's most often when people have to speak louder than anyone, it's to voice an incorrect opinion, the Bible is the truth and the truth is just a straight line, and this only truth has been attacked since the moment God allowed it's existence on earth, it's ironic that Eve ate the fruit so we would know right from wrong, but now as the human race we are rejecting what's right so we can live and believe in all the "wrong" - it's like being fed healthy food all your life than when given the option to have the same amount of each good food and bad food, you eventually end up choosing only the bad food, so if you only ate organic fruits and vegetables and then you transitioned your diet to fried, sugary, and fat foods, what do you think is going to happen to your body? your mental health will deteriorate, the quality of your skin will deteriorate, you will always feel your high blood pressure in your ears, your body may not be able to regulate temperature properly, your sleep cycle will be interrupted, you will become addicted to foods that feed depression, and you risk diabetes, practicing "correctness" in this life will bring you closer to your Creator, and practicing correctness can be as simple as not overeating, not going to bed late and under sleeping, covering yourself up when it's cold outside, people don't understand that God does indeed care about your outer state, He made you so He wants to see you taking care of that body He gave you, so doing all these things is you worshiping God for His wonderful Creation which you get to enjoy, this very sad and pitiful idea that our God doesn't care about our outer appearance is so heart breaking, I tell you if my mother let my outer appearance get out of control when I was a child, she would look like the most horrible, ignorant mother in the world, and she would be reprimanded by other church goers and rightfully so, so why would you assume that the one who Created you wouldn't then care for His entire Creation?But today's voice of reason is the demonic confusion coming from hollywood, when an entire planet empowers a small minority, who decides to call people who acknowledge God’s commands a "social prejudice" almost completely silencing the word of God, you realize that we are edging closer to the cliff and no one is recognizing the actual problem. The two things I had to accept after arriving in this country, one: here there is no difference between the children of God and the unsaved, they all dress the same and they all live their lives the same way,operating on a system of “tolerance” - and two: there are diseases here in this country I have never ever heard of before, they are deadly incurable, diseases that end seemingly good people's lives before their time, it can be quite confusing for an unsaved person to look at a seemingly good person who has never done anything wrong in society, they go to church, but here they are laying in bed ready to take their last breaths, of course as an unsaved person I would begin to wonder if this God even exists, this is why it's very important for us to live our lives according to the Words of our God and not the assumptions of our desires, so that we can be treated like we are His children by receiving His protection before the eyes of the world, that they may see that this God is true to His word when He said that He protects His own. The trouble is of course, that everyone in this country thinks they are saved and are going to Heaven, everyone in this country calls themselves a child of God but absolutely none of them do what the Bible says, and you have to do absolutely everything the Bible says if you want to call yourself His child, if you want to be entered into the Book of Life, you must obey every instruction left for us humans to obey, when you purchase a new device which you paid hundreds of dollars for, be it a kitchen appliance, or just an around the house gadget, how much of it's programmed instruction do you want it to obey? do you want it to do everything it's suppose to do? or do you want it to work just a little bit? or are you like me where your fuse is completely missing and you will throw it out your window if it does even one thing wrong?.

I get online because I am soo fascinated by the stories of terminal cancer patients who are vlogging their journey and then their slow or very quick decline, and I think to myself "all this is happening because people are worshiping idols, disobeying the Bible, and indulging in confusion because most of them don't know any better anymore,” and that's the other thing that I noticed, is that people do what they do because they don't seem to know any better. People do everything the Bible didn't tell them to do, but they don't do anything the Bible DID tell us to do. Today’s society has become completely blasphemous adding to the Bible the way God told us not to do, like inventing the idea that our God has a human birthday and then acting on it, God doesn't need you to throw Him a party several times per year to clean out your guilty conscience, He needs you to stop justifying being disobedient to His word and start following His commands.I requested that God tell me where the very center of the Great Divide is located, and He generously did: people will just not listen to the truth of God with out debate when Biblical truth is spoken, to me a person who wishes to debate the Bible before living the truth in it, is not a human in his entire mental capacity, to be so clueless that you would live in any form of disobedience in the Bible is enough for me to consider anyone mentally deficient, but to then proceed to debate what one knows very little of, is a human shamelessly void of any and all common sense. It's only people who disobey the Word of God that wish to debate it, but what no one seems to understand is that the Bible is not up for debate, it's the Book of truth that's why people living a lie have no business trying to debate the Word of God!! if you want to truly understand it, you must live it to believe it, you can't get to know someone just by constantly hearing about them, you have to live with them to know them as well as you want to know them. I'm quite fascinated by really cocky people who believe themselves to be so highly educated, high heels, designer bag, designer clothes, dressed in every disobedience in the Word of God, and I think to myself "ruthless, disobedient, not willing to listen at all." The other day I was trying to explain to one of my most libertarian friends why christmas is idolatry, and I had to accept that people will debate every one of my beliefs, it wasn't until I started this journey that I started to realize just how stubborn people really are, people aren't willing to understand even the simplest of God's commands, let alone living every word in the Bible. I have discovered that the difficulty of extracting the cure for cancer from God, to be proportional to the difficulty of convincing an American citizen of Biblical truth, and the amount of lies invented about God is proportional to the amount of crap produced by current day scientists. First we ingest a ton of lies and then we inject ourselves with a ton of poison, if we choose to believe poison, God will allow poison to enter our bodies.So as my friend debated and debated the Bible, which she has never read, I stood there like a deer caught in the head lights, just shocked at the stubbornness and debate, had I been telling her about another book I read, she would have accepted all information as just a different point of view, but something about the Book of life that just ruffles everyone's feathers. At no other time do I see such paranormal phenomenon as when attempting to feed the Word of God to an un-Godly soul, It's as though there is some dark force standing between the lost soul and the Word of Truth protecting it's property ruthlessly. To me a human who justifies disobeying ANY part of the Bible while obeying other parts of the Bible is either a chameleon or a mentally deficient creature. You can't be only half saved, you are either completely saved or completely condemned, when a fireman comes to save you from a fire, he doesn't just save half of you, he saves all of you, and when God made us He didn't only make us half alive, and He didn't promise us only half of Heaven, in James 2:10 it says:"for who soever shall keep the whole law and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all" it's hard for me to continue to witness all these television false prophets continue to lie and deceive innocent souls for the sake of money,and the people give them money in return for promised salvation, because subconsciously every human who knows what the Bible says but does otherwise, would love someone to always comfort their guilty conscience into false assurity. No human can relieve you of your conscious responsibility to obey every law in the Bible, what makes you believe that God would tell some women to do certain things and other women can be relieved of this responsibility? and both still make it to the same Heaven?After years of being around people of all nationalities, I have heard soo many different descriptions of God, but none of those descriptions ever involved the actual truth, that we are to obey every law in the Bible and that we not add anything to the Word of God, or God will add to our misery, and there seems to be an awful lot of adding going on throughout the entire earth, the Bible never even makes a fuss about Jesus’s birthday, but we still burn incense to this human creation, decorate and feast to celebrate a holiday the human race has created, we use up the last of our money on electricity to light up christmas decorations, and each idol has a particular feast menu, and each idol has it's own mascot, and in most cases several and many mascots, I had a friend who lived in sin and didn't care, say to me once: "I'd think God would be happy we're celebrating His birthday" .. ammm let me see!! you people get drunk for this day, and the gifts? you don't give those to God you give those to each other and even Then most of you "get" and "give" gifts, so despicable in the eyes of God, how can you give those kinds of gifts on what you perceive to be "our Saviors birthday" and the economy benefits from all this idolatry, as it gets quite a boost at christmas time.Do you really believe that celebrating a birthday you made up is going to make up for all the crimes you commit against the Lord all year long? you people not only created this idol, but you take an entire day out of your year to worship it, you write songs and sacrifice food to these idols, and then you eat the food, like taking out an ungodly amount of turkeys once a year for one of your idols. What has been quite interesting to witness is everyone doing everything except what the Bible told them to do, trying to please the Lord, but looking at their outer appearance you can tell that obedience in the Word of God is very difficult for them, so they hang a huge cross around their neck, thinking it will make up for all their disobedience, the Bible says "they love me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me"

In my quest to receive the cure for cancer and other diseases, God has made me a very obedient child, I wear skirts and dresses, if it's cold outside I wear a very warm pair of pants, and a skirt over the pants, I stopped wearing make-up and jewelry, and stopped cutting my hair, just trimming it when it becomes too much to manage, the way I see it is: you can stop making excuses and obey the Bible and discover the most amazing relationship on earth, or you can continue to pretend that you know the Lord but live in complete disobedience and be miserable and confused BECAUSE of disobedience, the other day God pointed out to me how I have become careless when going outside, I would go out with my head uncovered, or my arms would be completely exposed, or I would just innocently put on a piece of jewelry as a joke, and all this serves as "disobedience", here's the thing, we women will make all kinds of excuses no matter what, oh I forgot to cover my head, oh that fell off've my head and I was too preoccupied to put it back on my head, let me tell you something ladies, if you were wearing make up for a guy and you suddenly brushed your face against something and some of the makeup came off, I promiseyou - you will be flying to the bathroom to reapply that makeup, but we don't give God that same energy when it comes to looking the way God wants us to look, somehow we don't find God important enough to look for Him the way He wants us to look, but we will spend hours in the bathroom putting ourselves together for a man.You don't, and you never will know the Lord with out obedience in Him, because He will never come out to you if you are justifying disobeying Him. You can't ever wear makeup, jewelry, opposite gender clothing, divorcing and re-marrying, marrying a divorcé, and think that He will come out to you and befriend you and regard you in the same importance as those you constantly mock because they dare to obey every law in the Bible, those kinds of people are treated like lunatics, so you had to find another church, one that isn't so strict, one that accepts you for "who you are" because after all "God only looks inside the heart" LIARS!!!!!!! when The Lord was talking about the prophet selecting king David that the prophet should not look at David’s small stature, because David's real strength comes from his pure heart where God lived, the Bible never said those words to your ruin, do you realize that if you were right, the whole Bible is contradicting itself? This is like being the guilty party being allowed to convict the innocent party by playing something in court, that they had said that had nothing to do with the trial and was said for a completely different purpose from a totally different incident but it fits your narrative at that very moment. My friends own a pretty descent size company, and there is this marketing company in town who wanted to drum up business so they would call businesses and ask really weird questions and record the entire call, they would then take this recording and edit it but put in different questions to make it sound like this person was agreeing to a year long contract, and it's legally binding too, irritating and infuriating I KNOW!! well this is exactly what people are doing with the Bible, they are taking little pieces of the Bible and making them fit their narrative, taking the Word of God completely out of context. Do you even realize that God calls human hearts "wicked"? do you understand that the Creator told us to concern ourselves with the matters of our heart and not our outer appearance because He wanted to point out to us how corrupt and wicked the hearts of the entire human race really are? do you even realize that there is more to read under the verse that says that we are to worry about hearts and not our external image, which describes what we are suppose to do with our bodies to begin working on those wicked hearts? if you don't understand that God is telling all of us that if we decorate our bodies with gold and apparel, our hearts will become even more wicked, than I should tell you that I find myself far too intelligent to have to bare the suffering of explaining all this to you, baby call pastor Jennings, at least he can pretend to still have a fuse, God knows mine burnt out years ago. For our outside that counts to God He did leave us instructions that we are: not to adorn our bodies with jewels and apparel, we are not to re-marry after divorce, we are not to marry a divorcée because then we would be living in adultery, because marriage is between two people who have never been married before, unless you have been widowed. If your spouse has been unfaithful to you than you may be relieved of your marriage, but you may never re-marry, you may simply be relieved of your emotional burden. You see the Bible doesn't group marriage and divorce as the same thing or as one allowing the other, the Bible sees them as two different things, but people see that the Bible allows divorce and they crap their pants, they start instantly saying that “this proves that God allows remarriage," no it doesn't, the only thing that says is: that God allows you to depart from you spouse if you need to. People would rather convince themselves and die for a lie than accept that what they are doing is about to send them to hell, the amount of unimaginable deception that people believe about God, I think the worst one is everyone believing that they don't have to obey any part of the Bible, as long as they love God, and are kind to everyone. He will look past every disobedience they have ever committed against Him and He will let them right into Heaven... Hold up!! Honey if you got sick with an incurable disease, and you prayed and prayed for God to heal you, but He never did and you died, what makes you think that He's just going to let you into Heaven, because here are those painful facts again: God only hears the prayers of the righteous, and since your prayers didn't get answered than doll, you are not righteous!!, who are the righteous? the righteous are those who obey every law in the Bible to the best of their ability with out debate, you are not obeying God to the best of your ability if you're wearing makeup and jewelry, cause those things are not hard to just take off, so if you're wearing earrings and you're trying to convince me that you are the godliest person you know cause you're obeying God to the best of your ability, I am going to assume that your arms aren't working because you seem to be having a really hard time raising your arms up to your face to wipe off all that paint off your face, and remove those dangles hanging off've your ears, and the choker turning your face blue.There were times in my life when I was lucky enough to come around people who followed every law in the Bible, never made any excuses about what the Bible said, when you come around them you can feel the peace of God upon them, and it is so wonderful, those people almost became a stereotype for me but not in a bad way, because I spend so much time around people who don't know God nor do they want to, so their lives are complete turmoil, that peace of God doesn't exist around them, only anxiety does, but the memory of the peace which was present in those people who obeyed each and every law in the Bible was irreplaceable and still my happy place. But what I remember is that those same Holy people suffer with incurable diseases just like everyone else, it's because while they refuse to justify sin in their lives, they all bow down to idols, because they all celebrate christmas, thanksgiving, ester, and every other holiday the church has justified. If I created something that was very powerful and wonderful and you wanted it really bad, and you succeeded in stealing it from me but I remained your friend and I continued to be a blessing to you, when what you’ve stolen from me starts to break down - it's no longer in my possession for me to fix it - you have taken it into your possession, now for me to fix it you need to invite me and you need to do what I tell you to do if you want it fixed, that's exactly what's happening with the human race God will love us and you will continue to bless us but we have stolen the blueprint of the human and therefore now when we do something and it breaks down, we need the creator of this device to fix it because we don't know how it's made we can only guess and try to figure it out, but we are absolutely not able to fix it ourselves, people don't understand that our bodies and a relationship with God they may be “one effects the other” but they're also two very separate things now - because of what happened in the Garden of Eden, we have stolen the blueprint of the human design therefore it is no longer in God's possession for him to constantly fix it we are no longer in the garden of Eden, so God left us a book of instructions and how to fix this design for which we have stolen the blueprint, and when we do not obey these instructions this which we have stolen from him will break down because he's no longer the one in charge of it - we are! Because let's face it this is exactly what Satan promised us in the Garden of Eden. So this explains this whole phenomenon of me coming around people who did nothing but obey the Bible but they also got sick of cancer, that explains this phenomenon. I think the most evil part of all these idols is how much they all love our children, we are no longer bringing our children to our Creator, we are now dressing them up in all the idol colors, and make them stand in front of the golden christmas tree, and sing songs they don't understand.Following quite a few cancer patients on line for cancer research purposes I often try to connect with them and one time I succeeded in getting a small notice from one of them, I tried telling her after she had received positive results during one of her three month scans after she had been cleared of cancer, and I told her that if she doesn't marry that man she's living with, her cancer will return, because living with someone unmarried is a sin, much like all the other sins they all commit with out any regard, and on one of the next three videos she put out she basically said: please be more respectful in the comments, everyone has their own faith and their own beliefs so lets just all be respectful of one another. I wanted to write back and say "sweety there is only one God, one truth, one Heaven, and one Bible, we can't all have different beliefs and all go to the same Heaven, I mean which religion do you think Heaven belongs to?!" realizing how futile that would be I decided not to cause a fuss causing her to shut down her comments completely. Now this woman and her family go to church and they pray to the "almighty God" supposedly, that's why I reached out to her because I thought maybe she should know what she's doing wrong since she claims to believe in the Almighty God. Somehow people just don't want God to speak in their lives but they want to know why He's allowing all these diseases, hurricanes, and earthquakes, they ask God "why" but they don't want to hear the answer. At first I felt just broken when I realized just how ignorant people are towards God's laws, there just doesn't seem to be anything that will make people listen, not even something as horrifying as cancer, even loosing body parts in the process, which this young lady did, she lost so many of her organs it was so sad to witness, I mean she went through pure hell and when I wept for her, they were tears of such sorrow I felt so hopeless for her, people seem to do much sin with their bodies, because they live by the idea that "it's my body, my choice" and I can do anything I want with my body, if I want to have sex with someone I can, if I want to tattoo my body I can, "it's my body my choice", but when you look at the videos of people fighting this horrible disease, you can very clearly see that, that same control over their bodies is gone, it's handed over to the cancer that is trying to end their lives. They begin to loose all that hair they were painting, perming, and constantly obsessing over, the nails they were always painting are now brittle from all that chemo, the organs they were using to have sex before marriage, are now being fried by radiation, causing infertility and impotence, and that cleavage you were constantly displaying for all the world to see has been replaced by surgical scars. So tell me how much control do you still feel you have over your body? does cancer also believe that it's "your body your choice"? was all that sin in your life worth it? when you disobey God, God will allow the cells in your body to disobey their DNA instruction, causing you to loose complete control over your whole body, which was the instrument of your sin.From where I'm standing it is easier to beg for the cancer cure and receive it from God, than it is to convince an ungodly human of their wrong doing, I have never been able to convince anyone in this country of their wrong doing, everyone just seems to be convinced that their understanding of life is the correct one, it is impossible, and knowing that this confusion will need to end at some point so that God doesn't send down diseases deadlier than cancer - is pointless. If we continue sinning that's exactly what will happen so that people can be convinced of their wrong doing. It is safer if the cure is not given to us, it is literally for our own good, because if we get the cure and we continue sinning than something much worse will come, something we're completely unprepared for, so if we don't plan on giving up our sins than it is best that we keep cancer as the "current worst incurable disease" because "better the devil you know" There’s a science to these things, you can’t just ask for the cure and that’s it, you got to understand that science created this reality and science is how it will always function, so ever something like asking for the cure for cancer and it’s presents in our lives - is absolute science. So because right now the science that we have chosen to power our reality is “sin” the other form of the science which is the reward for obedience -can’t kick in, it’s because of this science that we still don’t have the cure for cancer, because we are going against this science and then wanting the rewards of an obedient child of God!! Again! it’s that narcissistic personality I often speak of which we the human race have acquired as a whole! “we won’t do as we’re told but we want everything we demand, and so because He’s not giving it to us we’re going to try to break into His dwelling and steal it, we have even built tools we call “science labs” to outsmart Him” ABSOLUTE NARCISSISM!!!

If a cell disobeying it's instruction means that you get cancer, what do you think happens when the disobedience is on a grander scale, like when an "entire human" disobeys their instruction? I don't know why we keep blaming God for having cancer, when we know it was due to someone's disobedience in their instruction, we have no problem disobeying God's instruction all day and all night, but we got a problem when our bodily cells do the same. A human disobeying and disobeying because there are no immediate repercussions , until all their sinning causes them their death, well cancer cells also don't feel any immediate repercussions when they disobey their instruction, we are the ones suffering under chemo, radiation, and any other kind of treatment we could be given, but not the cancer, the cancer is doing a great job killing us off slowly, until eventually the human dies so does the cancer. We want nature to obey it's instruction, the galaxy to continue to spin as it should be, we want our cells to obey their instruction so we don't get cancer, but we seem to have a huge problem when we are told to obey our human instruction given to us by our Creator. Cancer seems as easy to cure as disobedience in the Word of God, cancer is God telling the human race "disobedience means death!!" the instruction for the sperm is given by God, the instructions for the human is given by God, the instruction for building a spirit is given by God, if God gave the sperm and the cells instruction, what makes you think that God won't give you instructions to follow? to walk away from the instructions God gave us is to cause a complete destruction to our own lives, because we have detached ourselves from the Glory and the Mercy of our Creator, allowing our cells to disobey their instruction. Everything that exists around us is just all science, and an entire human system which functions as designed, and thank God we are too small and irrelevant to mess with this perfect design, or we would have. We have learned about human reproduction and are now messing with it like we participated in it's elaborate design, causing women to have cysts, uterine, bladder, vaginal and breast cancers, because we have decided to make God's design more convenient for us. We aren't here to get plastic surgery, we aren't here for "human happiness" we aren't here for some selfish purpose, we are here for one reason and one reason only: "to build our souls by proving to our Creator through obedience in the Bible that we are indeed worthy of the Kingdom of Heaven.” All of the chaos in the world today exists because people have caused cancerous situations in their lives, because I guess obeying the Bible is too difficult, this cancer is called "disobedience" and it's here for that exact reason. I've heard so many times "you really think that just changing you clothes and taking off your make up is going to do anything for your relationship with God, He just doesn't care about small stuff like that!" well darlin if it's not that big of a deal than why don't you "change your clothes" if you feel like what you wear and how you look doesn't really matter, than let's see you take all that off! let's see you wipe that make up off've your face, take those earrings off your ears, and put on a Godly attire ... Do you know why you won't do it?? because IT IS a big deal, that's why God put that in the Bible, because your outer appearance IS a big deal to Him, choosing not to accept the sin “vanity” when you call your self His child means not putting on of apparel, not decorating yourself with gold, and not painting yourself like Jezebel. According to google, apparel is- dresses, pants, tops, plus accessories focusing on fashion, so the word apparel means: "fashion", and the word "apparel" is the whole "fashion" category.. yah, not allowed!! God told us to dress "Modestly" not "fashionably" because fashion changes all the time, but Modesty does not! with fashion what what is appropriate now - would send you to jail a year ago, but Modesty is never changing, just like our Creator who is forever faithful to His promises to us. And another thing: please understand that when God talks about someone or something the way He talks about Jezebel, I promise you He means for you to take example, He wasn't just telling you a bed time story, when God chose to represent Jezebel as He did, and mentioning the detail of her being painted, God meant for you to always know that painting your face is displeasing to Him, and notice that God didn't say that she was wearing make-up, He said "paint" He used the word "painting" what God meant to say is "any and all face painting is displeasing to me" this includes us painting our children's faces with children's' paints, when God says that we are made in His image and than says that He is displeased with us painting our faces, to me I have to look at this like a scientist, this means that your body cells wont like it either, so by telling us not to "paint" ourselves with any paint He was protecting our cells, we all know hot toxic all paint is, no matter how child friendly they say it is - it's still very toxic, God knew that so He wanted to protect us. I recently saw just a little bit of a documentary, it was two women who I think were scientists, and they were talking about new research which has discovered that when ever a person puts on make up, it activates cancer cells, I must admit I never had the time to research further as I was trying to finish college and working full time, but seeing that, made me feel that cold feeling you get in your knees when you see a cop flashing their lights in your rearview mirror.