CONVENIENT DISOBEDIENCE

  • the scripture they never read: addition, omission, and the theology of convenient disobedience

    preface: the anatomy of a great evasion

    there exists, embedded deep within the architecture of human psychology, a particular species of self-deception so elaborate, so internally consistent, and so universally practiced that it has effectively become the dominant religion of the modern age. it is not christianity. it is not islam, nor buddhism, nor any of the ancient traditions that have organized human civilization for millennia. it is something far more insidious — the religion of selective scripture, the theology of the convenient god, the faith of those who would sooner set fire to the instruction manual than read the chapter that condemns them.

    this essay is an examination of that phenomenon: the systematic human practice of adding to the bible what was never written there, stripping from it what was, and then insisting with remarkable confidence that what remains is the complete and unaltered word of the living god. it is an examination of a guilt-laden civilization that simultaneously cannot bear to look at the bible and cannot bear to look away from it — a civilization that has resolved this tension not through obedience, but through the far more comfortable exercise of revision.

    the sources that inform this analysis are multiple: the meticulous historical scholarship documenting the pagan origins of christmas, the documented behavioral patterns of a society that has medicalized, politicized, and fashionized every domain of human existence except the one domain its creator designated as primary — obedience — and the raw, unfiltered testimony of one who has spent years watching the human race perform the most extraordinary psychological acrobatics to avoid the simplest of divine instructions.

    what follows is not a gentle essay. gentleness, it must be said, has been tried. it has been tried in sermons and in self-help books, in carefully worded pastoral letters and in television ministries, in small group bible studies and in sunday school curricula. gentleness has not worked. the patient is not interested in a gentle diagnosis. the patient has, in fact, built an entire civilization around the project of never receiving one.

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    part one: the phenomenon of addition — what was never written

    i. the mechanics of scriptural addition

    the most audacious act a human being can perform in relation to the bible is not to reject it outright. outright rejection is, at least, an honest position — the atheist who dismisses the scripture entirely occupies a philosophically coherent, if spiritually catastrophic, posture. there is a certain rude integrity to it. far more troubling, far more corrosive to both the individual and to civilizational health, is the practice of those who claim fidelity to the scripture while engaged in the project of expanding it — adding to it festivals it never ordained, figures it never sanctified, customs it explicitly condemned, and then presenting these additions as acts of worship.

    the mechanism of addition operates on a simple psychological principle: if you can make the bible appear to endorse what you were already going to do, you need not feel the weight of disobedience. you can have your idol and your salvation simultaneously. you can dance before the golden calf and call it a liturgical procession. you can burn incense to a manufactured deity and call it birthday worship for the son of god. the mind is endlessly creative in this direction. given sufficient motivation — and the avoidance of spiritual accountability is among the most powerful motivations the human animal possesses — the human being can construct an elaborate theological justification for virtually any practice, provided that practice delivers sufficient pleasure or social belonging.

    the addition of christmas to the canon of christian worship is perhaps the most spectacular, the most historically documented, and the most deeply telling example of this phenomenon in the entire history of western civilization. it is the case study that reveals the mechanism with perfect clarity, because the historical record is so complete, so unambiguous, and so stubbornly ignored that one can only conclude that the ignorance is deliberate.

    ii. the historical record: what christmas actually is

    the scholarship is not in dispute among serious historians. the website simpletoremember.com, drawing upon the work of professors, biblical scholars, and historical documentation, lays out the record with clinical precision. the new testament gives no date or year for the birth of jesus. none. the earliest gospel — the gospel of mark, written approximately sixty-five years after the events it describes — begins not with a nativity scene but with the baptism of an adult jesus. this single fact, so casually overlooked by the millions who annually assemble their nativity displays, is of devastating theological significance: the earliest christians, those who were closest in time and proximity to the events of the gospel, demonstrated no interest whatsoever in celebrating the birthday of their lord. the concept did not exist for them.

    the date of december twenty-fifth was not revealed through scripture. it was not received through prayer. it was not the product of divine instruction of any kind. it was a political calculation made in the fourth century by church leaders who faced a specific evangelistic problem: how to convert the pagan masses of rome, who had no intention of abandoning their beloved festival of saturnalia, into nominal christians. the solution they arrived at was not to call the pagans to repentance — not to instruct the pagans to abandon their celebrations and take up the cross — but to rebrand their existing celebration and present it as christian.

    saturnalia, for those unfamiliar with its character, was not a gentle winter festival of goodwill and family warmth. it was, by the historical record of those who observed it firsthand, a week of spectacular debauchery celebrated between december seventeenth and december twenty-fifth. roman courts were closed during this period so that no citizen could be legally punished for crimes committed during the festivities. the ancient writer lucian, in his dialogue on the subject, describes the customs of saturnalia: widespread intoxication, going from house to house singing naked, sexual license, rape, and the consumption of human-shaped biscuits — a detail that retains its power to disturb across two millennia. at the festival's conclusion on december twenty-fifth, roman authorities, operating under the theological logic of their pagan system, killed a sacrificial victim representing the forces of darkness.

    this is the festival that christianity did not replace, did not challenge, did not call the pagan world to abandon. this is the festival that christianity adopted, wrapped in the name of jesus christ, and presented as a birthday celebration for the son of god.

    professor stephen nissenbaum of the university of massachusetts writes with careful restraint about what this transaction actually involved: "in return for ensuring massive observance of the anniversary of the savior's birth by assigning it to this resonant date, the church for its part tacitly agreed to allow the holiday to be celebrated more or less the way it had always been." the reverend increase mather of boston, writing in 1687, was more direct: the early christians who observed the nativity on december twenty-fifth "did not do so thinking that christ was born in that month, but because the heathens' saturnalia was at that time kept in rome, and they were willing to have those pagan holidays metamorphosed into christian ones."

    the word "metamorphosed" deserves to be dwelled upon. a metamorphosis is a transformation of form. what was transformed was the label — the pagan festival became, in name only, a christian one. what was not transformed was the substance. the drinking remained. the sexual indulgence remained. the naked caroling (precursor of the modern tradition) remained. the spirit of lawlessness, the inversion of moral order, the frantic pursuit of pleasure — all of this remained, and all of this was now, impossibly, being performed in the name of the lord jesus christ.

    it should disturb every serious reader of scripture that this is the origin of what has become perhaps the most universally observed religious practice in the history of christendom. not a command from god. not a revelation to a prophet. not a tradition established by the apostles. a political compromise negotiated between the institutional church and the pagan masses of imperial rome, designed to make christianity more palatable to people who had no intention of actually changing the way they lived.

    iii. the christmas tree, the mistletoe, and the santa claus: a genealogy of imported idols

    the customs that now constitute the universal language of christmas observance are not, as the faithful tend to assume, organic developments within christian tradition. each one has a documented genealogy that leads directly back to pre-christian paganism, and the path from one to the other runs not through revelation but through institutional accommodation.

    the christmas tree finds its origin in the asheira cult and in the broader ancient practice of tree worship. pagan peoples had long brought trees into their homes and decorated them as acts of religious devotion to their nature deities. early christians recruited from these traditions were not asked to abandon this practice. the church, recognizing the tree as a point of cultural continuity with potential converts, sanctioned it, painted it with a superficial christian interpretation, and incorporated it into the december festival. the theology came after the fact — as it always does when human beings are engaged in the work of addition rather than obedience.

    the mistletoe carries perhaps an even darker pedigree. in norse mythology it was the instrument by which the god balder was killed. in druidic ritual practice, mistletoe was used to poison human sacrificial victims. the modern christmas custom of kissing beneath the mistletoe represents, according to the historical record, the synthesis of the sexual license of saturnalia with the druidic sacrificial cult. the christians who hang mistletoe in their doorways and kiss beneath it in celebration of their savior's birth are, without any awareness of the fact, performing a ritual whose origins lie in human sacrifice and pagan sexual ceremony. this is the substance beneath the sentimental surface. this is what the addition of pagan custom to christian practice has actually produced.

    and then there is santa claus — a figure so thoroughly embedded in the popular imagination of christmas that for millions of children in the western world, he is the primary figure of the december season, with the infant jesus a secondary consideration at best. the historical genealogy of this figure is equally instructive. nicholas of myra was a fourth-century bishop who died in 345 ce. he was not named a saint until the nineteenth century. the figure of santa claus that inhabits the popular imagination is not the historical nicholas — it is the product of a series of mergers between the nicholas cult and the worship of woden, the chief god of the germanic and celtic pagan traditions. woden had a long white beard and rode a flying horse through the heavens. when the nicholas cult spread northward and encountered woden worship, the two figures merged: the mediterranean bishop acquired the northern god's beard, his flying steed, and his winter journey. the flying reindeer of the modern santa claus are the direct descendants of woden's divine horse.

    what is the faithful christian community to make of the fact that the most beloved and most commercially powerful figure of their most commercially powerful religious holiday is, historically, a pagan god rebranded? the answer, for the overwhelming majority, is: nothing at all. the question is not asked. the history is not investigated. the comfortable custom is not challenged. the children continue to be taught that santa claus watches them and knows whether they have been good or bad — an attribute that belongs, in christian theology, exclusively to god — while the parents who teach them this continue to call themselves worshippers of the one true god.

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    part two: the phenomenon of omission — what was actually written

    i. the symmetry of the problem

    if the phenomenon of addition — putting into the bible what was never there — represents one mode of the great human evasion, then its perfect complement is the phenomenon of omission: taking out of the bible, through selective reading, creative reinterpretation, and motivated misquotation, the commandments and instructions that are inconvenient to the life the reader has already decided to live.

    the two phenomena are mirror images. addition says: "the bible endorses what i am already doing." omission says: "the bible does not actually forbid what i am doing." together they constitute a comprehensive system for neutralizing the authority of scripture without technically renouncing it — a system so well developed and so widely practiced that it has become, in the modern world, the dominant form of christian practice.

    the human being who employs this system does not consider herself an enemy of the bible. she considers herself, in most cases, a devoted believer. she attends church. she identifies as christian. she may know significant portions of the scripture. but the portions she knows are the portions that comfort her, that affirm her, that tell her she is loved unconditionally and that god is always on her side. the portions she does not know — or knows but has learned to regard as culturally specific, temporally limited, or too harsh for the modern sensibility — are the portions that would require her to change the way she lives.

    ii. the rewriting of words and the reinterpretation of verses

    the most sophisticated form of biblical omission does not involve ignoring scripture outright. it involves the more refined technique of reinterpreting scripture — changing the meaning of words and verses so that what god actually said becomes what the reader wished god had said. this is a craft that has been developed over centuries and has been refined to extraordinary sophistication in the modern era.

    consider the single most commonly cited verse in modern popular christianity: the assurance that god looks upon the heart and not the outward appearance. this verse, extracted from its narrative context — the account of samuel selecting the young david as king, a moment in which god instructs the prophet not to be deceived by impressive physical stature — has been transformed through popular use into a universal theological principle that releases the believer from any obligation regarding her physical presentation, her manner of dress, her adornment of the body, or indeed any external behavior that might be inconvenient. "god only looks at the heart" has become, in the popular christian vocabulary, a phrase that means: god does not care what you wear, what you put on your body, who you sleep with, how you decorate yourself, or how closely your external life conforms to his written instruction. as long as your internal intentions are sincere, you are accepted.

    the problem with this interpretation — beyond its contextual absurdity — is that it directly contradicts the clear instruction the bible provides regarding all of these matters. the bible does not say that adornment of the body with jewelry and apparel is acceptable. it says the opposite, with specificity. the bible does not say that the painting of the face is a matter of personal preference. the book presents jezebel, the biblical archetype of corrupt womanhood, as a woman who "painted" her face — and uses this detail as a marker of her spiritual corruption, not as a morally neutral personal choice. the bible does not say that remarriage after divorce is a private matter between the individuals involved. it says that those who remarry after divorce live in adultery.

    T he modern christian who wears jewelry, makeup, opposite-gender clothing, and who has been divorced and remarried, and who celebrates christmas, easter, and thanksgiving as religious observances, has not read a different bible from the one that contains these instructions. she has read the same bible, or portions of it, and has applied to those portions a systematic method of reinterpretation that renders them inapplicable to her circumstances. the method typically involves one or more of the following techniques:

    the technique of temporal displacement: "the bible was written for a different time and a different culture. what applied to people in the ancient middle east does not apply to us today." this technique is applied selectively — it is never applied to the verses about divine love, forgiveness, or the promise of heaven, which are assumed to be timelessly applicable. it is applied exclusively to the verses that require behavioral change.

    the technique of cultural relativism: "different people have different understandings of god. we all have our own relationship with the divine, and no one can tell another person what that relationship should look like." this technique effectively privatizes faith to the point of meaninglessness — if all understandings are equally valid, then the scripture itself has no authority, and the claim to believe in it is purely nominal.

    the technique of out-of-context quotation: selecting a single verse or phrase from scripture, removing it entirely from its narrative and theological context, and deploying it as a rebuttal to any more specific instruction. the "god looks at the heart" maneuver is the most common example, but the technique is applied throughout the text wherever the believer finds it useful.

    the technique of apostolic supersession: "we live under grace, not under law. the old testament commandments were fulfilled in christ and are no longer binding." this technique is applied to the commandments about diet, dress, adornment, and ritual observance, but never — interestingly — to the commandments about murder, theft, or bearing false witness, which are universally understood to remain in force.

    iii. the selective application of grace

    the most theologically sophisticated version of biblical omission involves the doctrine of grace — a doctrine that is genuinely central to christian theology and genuinely important, but that has been weaponized in the modern era to mean something its original context never intended. the doctrine of grace, as taught by the apostle paul and as embedded in the evangelical tradition, refers to the mechanism of salvation: human beings cannot earn their way to god through perfect law-keeping, because no human being is capable of perfect law-keeping. salvation comes through faith in the atoning work of christ, not through merit.

    this is orthodox christian theology. the problem is that it has been popularly understood to mean something considerably broader — namely, that since salvation is a gift rather than an earned reward, the specific content of one's obedience is irrelevant. god's grace covers everything. you cannot be disqualified from heaven by specific behavioral failures because you were never qualified by behavioral successes in the first place. the grace of god is infinite, and therefore the details of your daily conduct, your marital history, your manner of dress, your holiday observances, and your adherence or non-adherence to any specific biblical instruction are simply beside the point.

    this interpretation, comfortable as it is, collides directly with the epistle of james, which states in its second chapter with remarkable clarity: "for whosoever shall keep the whole law, and yet offend in one point, he is guilty of all." this is not a marginal verse from an obscure passage. it is a direct, unambiguous statement that partial obedience does not constitute obedience — that the one who keeps nine of ten commandments is, from the perspective of the law, identical to the one who keeps none. the modern popular christian does not typically know this verse, or, knowing it, has learned to apply to it one of the techniques described above. it is temporally displaced, or culturally relativized, or superseded by grace.

    the effect of this systematic reinterpretation is a version of christianity that demands nothing of its adherents except a verbal profession of faith. it is a christianity of the mouth, not of the life. it produces what the scripture itself, in another passage the popular christian tends not to know, describes as those who "draw near with their mouth and honor me with their lips, while their hearts are far from me." the description is precise. the modern popular christian honors god with her lips constantly — in church, in praise music, in the christmas cards she sends, in the evangelical parlance of her social media biography. what she does not do is adjust her life to conform to the instruction her god has left her. that adjustment is not required, she has been told. it is, in fact, borderline offensive to suggest that it might be.

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    part three: the psychology of evasion — why the bible is simultaneously feared and revised

    i. the subconscious acknowledgment

    there is something psychologically fascinating about the relationship between the modern irreligious or nominally religious person and the bible. the person who dismisses the bible entirely, who considers it a collection of ancient mythology with no relevance to contemporary life, who has never read it and has no intention of doing so — this person does not typically feel the need to argue against the bible. she simply ignores it, the way one ignores an institution one considers beneath one's attention.

    but this is not the typical posture. the typical posture, in a civilization that has inherited the bible whether it wanted to or not, is something considerably more agitated. it is the posture of the person who must actively argue that the bible is outdated, that it doesn't apply to modern life, that it was written for a different culture, that it has been misinterpreted, that god couldn't possibly mean what the text plainly says. the energy required to maintain this argument is significant. it is, in fact, so significant that one is forced to ask: why bother? if the bible is simply irrelevant, why spend so much energy establishing its irrelevance? why not simply move on?

    the answer, which the behavior itself announces, is that the bible is not experienced as irrelevant at all. it is experienced as a threat — a very specific, very personal threat to the life the person has constructed for herself. the atheist who argues passionately against the existence of god is not, as she supposes, arguing from a position of rational superiority. she is arguing from a position of discomfort. the argument itself is evidence that the thing being argued against is felt to have genuine force. you do not argue strenuously against what you consider to be no threat to you.

    the same dynamic operates in the relationship between the modern non-observant person and the bible. the frantic energy devoted to explaining why the bible doesn't really mean what it says, why it doesn't really apply to contemporary circumstances, why the god of the bible is a cultural artifact and not a living authority — this energy is evidence of precisely the opposite of what it claims. it is evidence of an encounter with something that is felt, on some level, to be real. the subconscious acknowledgment of the bible's authority is expressed precisely through the vigor of the attempt to escape it.

    this is the great paradox of biblical avoidance. the human being who "knows" the bible is irrelevant is somehow compelled to spend enormous quantities of intellectual and emotional energy proving its irrelevance, not once, not in a single settled conclusion, but continuously, in an ongoing project that never quite reaches its end. the project never concludes because the conclusion is never actually reached. at no point does the bible actually become irrelevant. it just keeps making its demands, and the project of proving those demands inapplicable must continually be renewed.

    ii. the thousand-miles-an-hour civilization

    there is, beyond this individual psychology, a civilizational strategy of evasion that operates through the mechanism of velocity. the modern human being does not typically have the opportunity to confront the bible's demands through deliberate, sustained reflection, because she is rarely in a condition of deliberate, sustained reflection about anything. she is moving at extraordinary speed — through work, through entertainment, through social media, through the obligations of family and social life, through the consumption of goods and experiences that her civilization tells her constitute a good life. the pace is not accidental. the pace serves a function.

    when a civilization moves fast enough, its members never have to slow down long enough to notice the condition they are in. the narcissism, the spiritual poverty, the fundamental incoherence of a life lived in complete disobedience to the instruction of its creator — these things are visible only to those who stop long enough to see them. the civilization that keeps everyone moving at a thousand miles an hour has effectively inoculated itself against the possibility of self-examination.

    this is why the bible is experienced not merely as inconvenient but as actively threatening to the rhythm of modern life. to genuinely engage with the bible — to read it not as a source of comfort and affirmation but as a book of instruction, to allow its specific demands to come into full view — is to be forced to slow down. and to slow down is to see. and to see is to be confronted with a gap between what the text requires and what the life contains that can no longer be explained away by any of the standard techniques.

    the avoidance of the bible is therefore not simply laziness or ignorance, though it contains elements of both. it is a strategic choice, made at a level below full conscious awareness, by a self that is not willing to discover what it would discover if it looked. it is the choice of the person who does not go to the doctor because she suspects the doctor will tell her something she does not want to hear. better not to know. better to keep moving. better to stay at a thousand miles an hour and call it vitality, when what it actually is, is flight.

    iii. the idol and the guilty conscience

    the function of the idol in this psychological architecture is now comprehensible. the idol — whether it is the christmas tree, the easter egg, the thanksgiving turkey, or any of the other ritual observances that have accumulated around the modern popular religious calendar — serves a specific psychological purpose. it provides the observant believer with a sense of having fulfilled a religious obligation without actually requiring the behavioral changes that genuine obedience would demand.

    the christmas celebration is especially instructive in this regard. it is an event of extraordinary emotional intensity for the vast majority of those who observe it. the music, the decorations, the gift-giving, the family gatherings, the elaborate food rituals, the religious imagery — all of this creates a powerful experience of spiritual participation. the person who celebrates christmas feels, during the season, that she is honoring god, that she is part of a larger community of faith, that she is in right relationship with her creator. the fact that she has added to the bible a holiday it never ordained, that she has attributed to the birth of christ a celebration that began as a roman festival of debauchery and human sacrifice, that she is performing customs whose roots lie in the worship of woden, the druid sacrificial cult, and the sexual license of saturnalia — none of this penetrates the emotional experience of the celebration. the feeling of religious devotion is real, even though its object is, historically and theologically, not what she believes it to be.

    and this is precisely its value. the guilty conscience requires relief. the life lived in persistent, systematic disobedience to the instruction of god generates a burden of spiritual unease that must be managed somehow. the idol manages it. the christmas celebration — performed with sufficient enthusiasm, sufficient emotional investment, sufficient communal participation — provides a periodic reset of the spiritual ledger, a sense of account settled, of obligation met. "i'd think god would be happy we're celebrating his birthday," says the friend who lives in unrepentant sin. the logic is transparent: the celebration is offered not as an act of worship but as an act of compensation — a transaction in which the emotion invested in the holiday is understood to offset the disobedience practiced throughout the rest of the year.

    god, it should be noted, is not party to this transaction. nowhere in the scripture does he offer to accept calendar observances as a substitute for behavioral obedience. nowhere does he promise that the enthusiasm of the holiday worshipper will compensate for the persistent disobedience of the daily life. the scripture moves in precisely the opposite direction: "to obey is better than sacrifice." the prophet samuel's words to the disobedient king saul, delivered after saul had offered an impressive religious ceremony as a substitute for following a direct command, are as applicable to the modern christmas celebrant as they were to the ancient monarch. the sacrifice is not what was asked for. obedience is what was asked for. and obedience is precisely what the idol allows the worshipper to avoid providing.

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    part four: the word-changers — linguistic manipulation as theological strategy

    i. the weaponization of language

    there is a form of biblical engagement that is more sophisticated than either outright rejection or simple avoidance, and that is the deliberate manipulation of the language in which the scripture is received and discussed. the civilization that cannot bear to obey the bible has discovered that one highly effective alternative to obedience is the redefinition of the terms in which the bible's demands are stated — so that the word that once described what you are doing no longer describes what you are doing, because the word has been given a new meaning.

    consider the word "modesty," which the scripture employs in its instructions about the manner in which the people of god are to present themselves. the biblical instruction regarding modest dress is not a vague aspiration toward general tastefulnes. it is a specific instruction, embedded in a specific theological logic: the body was made by god, belongs to god, and is to be presented in a manner that honors god rather than attracting the attention of others to itself. the external appearance is not, as the popular christian imagination has it, a matter of indifference to the creator. the creator who designed the human body with extraordinary precision, who instructed his people in detail about what to eat, how to worship, how to govern themselves, and how to conduct their relationships — this creator did not then fail to address the question of how his people were to dress and adorn themselves. the instructions are present in the scripture. they are specific.

    but the word "modest" has been evacuated of its scriptural meaning and refilled with a much more elastic content. in contemporary usage, "modest dress" means something like "not excessively revealing" — a standard that is relative to current fashion norms and that shifts continuously as those norms shift. what would have constituted immodesty by any standard twenty years ago is now considered modest by the contemporary definition, and the definition will continue to shift, because the contemporary definition of modesty is anchored not in a fixed divine standard but in the moving target of what the surrounding culture considers appropriate.

    this is the genius of the linguistic revision: it allows the biblical instruction to appear to remain in force while its actual content is replaced with something the adherent was already comfortable with. the person who sincerely believes she is being "modest" by the biblical standard, because she is being modest by the contemporary cultural standard, has not defied the biblical instruction. she has replaced it with a different instruction while retaining the biblical vocabulary. the word remains. the content it once carried is gone.

    the same operation has been performed on the word "idol." the biblical prohibition on idolatry is among the most frequently stated and most heavily emphasized commandments in the entire scripture. from the decalogue forward, the condemnation of idol worship runs through both testaments as one of the primary concerns of the creator — not a peripheral matter but a central one, the first category of offence against which the ten commandments are directed: "you shall have no other gods before me." but the word "idol" has been so thoroughly domesticated in contemporary religious discourse that it has lost virtually all operative meaning. an idol, in the contemporary christian vocabulary, is typically understood to be a literal statue or image before which one physically prostrates oneself in worship — a practice so obviously pre-modern that no contemporary western christian would ever dream of engaging in it, and therefore a prohibition that no contemporary western christian ever needs to take seriously.

    the christmas tree before which the children open their gifts on december twenty-fifth is not, in the contemporary christian vocabulary, an idol. the elaborate ritual observance of a holiday that was not ordained by the creator, that was adopted from pagan practice, that has its own songs and its own feast menu and its own mascot and its own economic infrastructure — this is not, in the contemporary christian vocabulary, idolatry. the word has been redefined to exclude the practices that would fall under it if its original meaning were retained.

    ii. the apostle paul, the council of nicaea, and the manufactured text

    the historical record adds another dimension of complexity to this analysis of scriptural addition and manipulation. the council of nicaea, convened in 325 ce, assembled among its senior bishops the historical nicholas of myra — the same figure who would, through a long series of mythological accretions, become the santa claus of the modern christmas celebration. the council of nicaea was, among other things, the body that determined the composition of the new testament — that selected, from the range of texts that were circulating in the early church, those that would be included in the canonical scripture and those that would not.

    the document they produced, which is to say the new testament as it has come down to us, reflected the theological and political concerns of the fourth-century institutional church — concerns that were not identical to the concerns of the first-century apostolic community from which the documents originated. this is not a conspiracy theory. it is documented history. and it raises a question that the person engaged in the sincere pursuit of the original instruction of god must at some point confront: to what extent has the document that has been received as the word of god been shaped by the same forces of institutional accommodation, political calculation, and motivated revision that shaped the adoption of saturnalia as a christian holiday?

    the honest answer is: to a significant extent, and in ways that are still being documented by biblical scholarship. the relevant point for this essay is not to undermine the authority of the scripture — it is to note that the tradition of adding to, subtracting from, and revising the biblical text to serve institutional and personal purposes is not a modern innovation. it is as old as the institutional church itself. the human tendency to make the word of god say what is convenient is not a contemporary pathology. it is a persistent feature of the human relationship with divine instruction, documented from the garden of eden forward.

    iii. the editorial history as mirror

    what the history of christmas reveals — and what the history of biblical interpretation more broadly confirms — is that the project of revising the scripture to accommodate human desire is not performed by people who consider themselves enemies of god. it is performed, overwhelmingly, by people who consider themselves devoted servants of god. the fourth-century church leaders who renamed saturnalia as a christian holiday were not cynics. they were, most of them, sincere believers who genuinely thought they were advancing the kingdom of god by making its boundaries permeable enough to admit the pagan masses. the modern christian who celebrates christmas without any awareness of its history is not a hypocrite by self-description. she is a person who has inherited a tradition of accumulated revision and who has received that tradition as the authentic content of her faith.

    this is, in some respects, the most troubling aspect of the phenomenon. if the revisions were the work of conscious deceivers, the remedy would be simple: expose the deceivers. but the revisions are, in the main, the work of people who genuinely believed they were transmitting the truth — people who had already applied the standard techniques of addition, omission, and redefinition to their own understanding of the scripture, and who were then transmitting that already-revised understanding to those who came after them. the tradition of revision reproduces itself through sincere transmission. each generation receives as authentic what the previous generation revised, and transmits it, equally sincerely, to the next.

    the result, after seventeen centuries of accumulated revision, is a version of christianity so thoroughly transformed from its original content that the encounter with the original — the direct, unmediated reading of the scripture without the accumulated apparatus of interpretive tradition — is experienced as alien, harsh, and extreme. the person who reads the scripture directly and takes it at its plain meaning is not experienced as a faithful adherent of an ancient tradition. she is experienced as a dangerous radical, a fundamentalist, a person whose reading is too "literal," whose demands are too strict, whose god is too demanding. the irony is total: the direct reading of the scripture has become the heterodox position, and the accumulated revisions of seventeen centuries have become the orthodoxy.

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    part five: the divine awareness and the human condition

    i. god is not surprised

    it would be a theological error, and a misreading of the scripture itself, to suppose that the phenomenon described in this essay represents something unanticipated by the creator. the scripture does not present a god who is shocked by human disobedience, taken aback by the creative ingenuity with which his people evade his instruction, or disappointed in the way a naive parent is disappointed by a child's behavior that she did not foresee. the god of the scripture is not naive. he is not surprised. and the scripture itself — read as a complete document, without the editorial interventions that the tradition has imposed upon it — is, in significant part, a sustained address to precisely the phenomenon this essay has been describing.

    the prophets of the old testament are substantially occupied with the problem of a people who perform the rituals of devotion while living in systematic disobedience to the ethical and behavioral instruction of their creator. isaiah's famous indictment — "this people draw near with their mouth and honor me with their lips, while their hearts are far from me" — is not a description of outright atheists. it is a description of religious people, people who attend the temple, who perform the sacrifices, who know the forms of worship. it is a description of people who have retained the vocabulary and the ritual of devotion while evacuating both of their original content.

    the god of the scripture is fully aware that this is what the human race will do. he says so explicitly. he says it through the prophets. he says it through the apostles. he says it, implicitly, in the severity of the warnings he attaches to the instructions — warnings so serious, so specific, and so unambiguous that they could only have been placed there by a creator who knew, with precision, how determined his people would be to find a way around them. the warning about adding to or subtracting from the word — which appears both in deuteronomy and in the final chapter of revelation — is not placed there because the creator considered the offense unlikely. it is placed there because he considered it inevitable.

    ii. the body as battlefield — the physical cost of disobedience

    there is a dimension of this analysis that extends beyond the theological and the historical into the domain of the physical — the observable, measurable condition of the human body in a civilization that has systematically rejected the instruction of its creator. this dimension is among the most difficult to discuss in contemporary discourse, not because the evidence is absent but because the interpretive framework required to understand it has been so thoroughly dismantled by the reigning materialist orthodoxy that even raising the question is considered, in polite academic and medical circles, a category error.

    the question is this: if the scripture presents obedience to the divine instruction as the condition for human flourishing, and disobedience as the condition for human decline — if the creator who designed the human body left specific instructions for its maintenance, and if those instructions have been systematically ignored for centuries — what would we expect to observe in the physical condition of the population that has done the ignoring?

    what we observe is a civilization that, by its own description, is in a state of profound physical crisis. the incidence of cancer, of autoimmune disease, of neurological disorder, of metabolic dysfunction, of infertility, of psychiatric illness — all of these are at historically unprecedented levels in the same western civilization that is also at historically unprecedented levels of biblical non-observance. the civilization that has most thoroughly rejected the instruction of the creator is also, by every measurable health metric, the sickest civilization in human history.

    this correlation is not, in the framework of the scripture, a coincidence. the scripture repeatedly presents disease — and specifically the kind of unexplained, incurable disease that destroys the body progressively — as a consequence of persistent, systematic disobedience. this is not a message that the contemporary medical establishment is positioned to receive, not because it is unscientific but because the medical establishment operates within a philosophical framework that excludes the creator from the picture entirely. the scientists who are attempting to find the cure for cancer are operating, as the scripture would describe it, from inside the problem. they are members of the same disobedient civilization whose disobedience is, in the framework of the scripture, the cause of the illness. they have access to extraordinary tools and extraordinary intelligence, but they are searching in the wrong place, because the place they would need to look — the relationship between the creature and its creator, and specifically the condition of that relationship as measured by behavioral obedience — is not available to them within their framework.

    the analogy is precise: a manufacturer who designs a complex machine leaves a manual specifying its maintenance requirements. if the operators of the machine choose not to follow the manual — if they add to the machine components the manual didn't specify, remove from it components the manual says are essential, and operate it in ways the manual explicitly forbids — and if the machine subsequently breaks down, the breakdown is not a mystery. the engineers who attempt to repair the machine without reference to the manual will not find the cause of the malfunction, because the cause is a category that their engineering framework does not include: non-compliance with the manufacturer's instruction. they can repair individual components, but the underlying condition — the systematic non-compliance — remains, and the machine continues to malfunction in new ways as fast as the old malfunctions are addressed.

    this is, with remarkable precision, the condition of contemporary medicine. remarkable advances are made in addressing individual manifestations of the underlying condition. new treatments extend the lives of cancer patients, manage the symptoms of autoimmune disease, suppress the worst expressions of metabolic dysfunction. but the underlying condition — the systematic disobedience of the creature to the instruction of its creator — remains unaddressed, because addressing it is not within the competence of the institution whose framework excludes the creator. and so new diseases emerge, new syndromes are identified, new crises develop, and the medical establishment continues to search with extraordinary dedication and extraordinary funding for answers that are not, within its framework, findable.

    iii. the narcissism diagnosis

    there is a word for the posture of the entity that refuses to follow the instruction of its creator, insists on living by its own rules, and then demands that its creator provide it with all the benefits that the instruction was designed to deliver. the word is narcissism — a term that in clinical psychology refers to a specific disorder of the self, characterized by an inability to recognize the legitimate authority of others, an insistence on one's own perspective as the only valid one, and the expectation that one's needs will be met regardless of whether one has met one's obligations.

    the word maps onto the phenomenon of popular biblical religion with uncomfortable precision. the civilization that celebrates christmas — a pagan festival rebranded as a christian holiday — while refusing to observe the actual biblical commandments regarding dress, adornment, marriage, and ritual practice is a civilization that is, in the diagnostic language of psychology, exhibiting narcissistic behavior in its relationship with its creator. it wants the benefits of the relationship — healing, protection, divine favor, eternal salvation — without meeting the conditions of the relationship, which are the specific behavioral requirements laid out in the scripture. it performs gestures of devotion — the holiday celebrations, the church attendance, the praise music — that are emotionally satisfying and socially affirming, but that do not constitute the actual obedience the relationship requires.

    and when the benefits are not delivered — when the cancer is not healed, when the prayer is not answered, when the life does not demonstrate the flourishing that the scripture promises to the obedient — the narcissistic response is not self-examination but blame. "what has god ever done for me?" is the question of a person who is genuinely confused about why the relationship is not delivering what she expected, because the confusion is the product of the same narcissistic structure that prevents her from recognizing what the relationship actually requires.

    the scripture's response to this question is not gentle. it does not comfort the questioner in her confusion. it points, with unambiguous directness, to the condition of the relationship: he does not hear the prayers of the unrighteous. the promise of answered prayer is not a universal promise. it is a conditional promise, made to those who are in a specific kind of relationship with their creator — a relationship characterized by active, specific, daily obedience to his written instruction. the person whose prayers are not answered has received information about the condition of her relationship with her creator. the information is uncomfortable. the narcissistic response is to dismiss the information rather than change the behavior. the scripture describes this response too, with its customary precision: "they have eyes but do not see, ears but do not hear."

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    part six: the great inversion — the real bible and the imaginary one

    i. the book that no one reads

    the final irony of this entire phenomenon — the addition of pagan customs to the christian calendar, the omission of inconvenient commandments through creative reinterpretation, the redefinition of key vocabulary to empty it of its operative content, the replacement of behavioral obedience with emotional devotion — is that it is all sustained by a fundamental ignorance of the actual content of the scripture being nominally worshipped.

    the bible that most people are not reading, not because they have examined it and found it wanting, but because they have not examined it at all. the avoidance is pre-cognitive — it precedes the encounter with the text. the person who knows that the bible will confront her with instructions she does not want to follow has developed, through a kind of cultural absorption, the sense that the bible is a document of harshness, of judgment, of restriction — a catalog of things she is not allowed to do rather than what it actually is: a manual of human flourishing written by the entity who designed the human being and therefore knows, with precision, what conditions are necessary for that being to thrive.

    the popular image of the bible as a book of prohibitions — as a document designed to restrict human freedom and deny human pleasure — is itself a product of the tradition of revision. the biblical commandments regarding dress, adornment, diet, sexual conduct, and ritual observance are not arbitrary restrictions imposed by an authoritarian deity on a population that would otherwise be free and flourishing. they are the maintenance instructions left by the manufacturer of the human being — instructions that specify what the human machine requires to function as designed. the instruction not to adorn the body with jewelry and apparel is not a restriction of human freedom. it is information about the conditions under which the human body, and specifically the human soul, thrives. the instruction regarding marriage — that it is a covenant between two individuals who have not been previously married, from which divorce is, under specific circumstances, an exit but not a reset — is not a restriction of human freedom. it is information about the conditions under which the human person achieves the depth of relational commitment that constitutes genuine flourishing.

    the instruction to observe specific dietary laws is not a restriction of human freedom. it is information from the designer of the human digestive system about what that system requires. the instruction to refrain from cutting the hair is not an arbitrary cultural convention. it is information from the designer of the human body about what the body's external presentation is meant to communicate and how that communication affects both the individual and her community.

    none of these instructions are comprehensible as restrictions. they are comprehensible only as maintenance requirements — the kind of specific, technical information that a creator provides to a creature who, without that information, cannot maintain herself properly. the person who reads the scripture as a book of restrictions has already accepted the frame that was designed to prevent her from reading it — the frame in which the creator is an arbitrary authority and the creature is a free being whose freedom is being curtailed. within that frame, the scripture will always appear as an imposition. within the frame of the scripture itself — in which the creator is the designer of the creature, and the instructions are the maintenance requirements of the design — the scripture appears as what it is: a gift.

    ii. the dark force at the threshold

    there is a phenomenon that those who have attempted to communicate the plain content of the scripture to those who have not previously encountered it — or who have encountered it only in its revised, domesticated form — have consistently reported: an almost tangible resistance that arises at the moment of contact between the uninitiated soul and the unrevised word. it is not merely intellectual skepticism, though it includes that. it is not merely emotional discomfort, though it includes that too. it is something that presents as a kind of active interference — a force that operates between the word and the hearer, preventing the word from reaching the hearer in its actual content.

    the scripture accounts for this phenomenon directly. it is the operation of the adversary — the entity whose primary function, in the biblical narrative, is to prevent the human being from receiving and obeying the word of god. the adversary does not need to persuade the human being to reject the scripture outright. outright rejection is a crude tool and one that carries its own risks, since an outright rejection sometimes provokes an eventual reckoning. the sophisticated approach — and the adversary, in the biblical presentation, is sophisticated — is to ensure that the human being receives the scripture in a form that has already been revised to eliminate its operative content. the human being who has received the word in its revised form is not in a position of obvious conflict with the creator. she believes herself to be in good standing. she celebrates the holidays, she attends the church, she identifies as a person of faith. and the specific behavioral changes that actual obedience would require are never demanded of her, because the version of the scripture she has received has already accommodated her in advance.

    this is the most elegant form of the great evasion. it does not require the human being to be a conscious participant in her own deception. she has been deceived upstream — by the tradition she inherited, by the institutional church that transmitted that tradition, by the cultural consensus that has made the revised version of the scripture the only version available in the mainstream of her civilization. she is the sincere recipient of an insincere transmission. and the adversary, who operated at every point in the long process of revision that produced that transmission, can observe the result with satisfaction: a civilization that calls itself christian, that builds churches and composes hymns and celebrates the birth of its savior, and that has, in all its essential behavioral substance, never moved one inch in the direction of obedience.

    iii. the children dressed for the idol

    among the most revealing symptoms of the depth of the penetration of idol worship into contemporary popular christianity is its treatment of the children. the human instinct to protect children from harm is among the strongest and most universal of psychological drives. the parent who would cheerfully expose herself to risk without hesitation will go to extraordinary lengths to shield her child from danger. this instinct is biological, cultural, and — in the biblical framework — divine: the creator who designed the parent-child relationship understood that the transmission of truth and the protection of the vulnerable are among the primary obligations of the parent.

    and yet the same civilization that devotes extraordinary energy to protecting its children from physical harm does not hesitate to dress those children in the colors of the idol, to stand them before the decorated tree, to teach them the songs of the pagan festival, to instruct them in the mythology of a figure who is, historically, the merger of a fourth-century bishop with a germanic pagan god — and to present all of this to them as the authentic celebration of the birth of their savior. the children who grow up in this tradition do not experience it as the imposition of an alien cultural practice. they experience it as the substance of their faith. it is all they have ever known. the idol and the savior are, in their received experience, the same figure — or at least inseparable companions, permanently associated in the emotional architecture of their religious identity.

    the transmission of the idol to the children is not experienced by the transmitting adults as idolatry. it is experienced as love — as the generous provision of the same beautiful experience the parent herself received as a child, the gift of participation in a tradition that feels warm, communal, and sacred. the fact that the warmth, the community, and the sense of the sacred are the products of a tradition rooted in human sacrifice, sexual debauchery, and the worship of pre-christian deities is information that is, for the vast majority of those transmitting the tradition, entirely unavailable. and so the transmission continues, generation after generation, each generation receiving the revised version with sincerity and transmitting it with love, and the original instruction of the creator receding further and further into inaccessibility.

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    part seven: the straight line of truth and the thousand crooked paths away from it

    i. the truth has only one shape

    the scripture operates, in its own self-description, on a principle of singular truth. it does not present itself as one perspective among many, one cultural expression of a universal spiritual aspiration that is equally valid in all its forms. it presents itself as the word of the creator of all that exists — not a word, but the word, the singular, non-negotiable, fully authoritative communication from the designer of reality to the creature he designed. this is not a popular claim in an era that has elevated tolerance of diversity to the status of the supreme moral value. but it is the claim of the scripture itself, and no reading of the scripture that does not reckon with this claim can be considered an honest reading.

    the truth, the scripture suggests, has only one shape. it is, as one observer of this phenomenon has described it, a straight line. addition bends the line. omission breaks it. redefinition replaces it with a line that goes somewhere else entirely. the human civilization that has spent seventeen centuries bending, breaking, and replacing the line of scriptural truth has not, in so doing, produced an alternative truth. it has produced an accumulation of deviations from the only truth there is — deviations that are internally consistent, culturally embedded, emotionally satisfying, and spiritually catastrophic.

    the person who walks one of these thousand crooked paths does not, typically, experience herself as walking a crooked path. she experiences herself as walking the only path she knows. the path was handed to her. it was presented to her as the right one. everyone she knows is walking the same path. the suggestion that the path is crooked — that it is a deviation from the straight line of the creator's actual instruction — is experienced not as information but as an attack. it threatens not merely her beliefs but her identity, her community, her family traditions, her understanding of who she is and where she belongs.

    this is why the messenger who brings the plain content of the scripture to those who have received only the revised version is so rarely received with gratitude. the message itself — "the bible says this, not that; what you have been practicing is not what the creator instructed; the holiday you celebrate was never in the scripture and has its roots in practices the scripture explicitly condemns" — is not, in itself, an attack on the person receiving it. it is an invitation to the straight line. but it is received as an attack, because the crooked path is what the person knows and loves, and the straight line is a stranger.

    ii. the courage of the plain reading

    there is, in the end, something that might be called the courage of the plain reading — the willingness to encounter the scripture as it is, without the mediating apparatus of seventeen centuries of revision, without the protective interpretive tradition that has made the uncomfortable passages comfortable and the demanding commandments optional. it is a courage that very few have demonstrated in any generation. the pressure against it — social, institutional, familial, cultural, and, in the biblical framework, demonic — is among the most formidable pressures a human being can face.

    the person who reads the scripture directly and takes it seriously — who accepts that the commandments about dress and adornment are not cultural artifacts but maintenance requirements; who accepts that the condemnation of idol worship applies to the holidays she grew up celebrating; who accepts that the instruction about marriage is not a suggestion to be applied where convenient but a binding definition of the covenant that marriage is; who accepts that the creator did not leave these instructions for a different civilization in a different time but for every creature he made in every time — this person will not be celebrated by the people around her. she will be regarded, with the full weight of the cultural consensus behind the regard, as extreme. as harsh. as ungracious. as the kind of person who takes religion too seriously, who has missed the spirit of the thing in her devotion to the letter.

    she will not be celebrated. but she will have something that the celebrated do not have: a relationship with the creator that is actual, not nominal — a relationship whose terms have been honestly met, whose conditions have been genuinely satisfied, and from which the benefits the creator promises flow with the reliability that only genuine obedience can produce. she will have, in the language of the scripture, the peace that surpasses understanding — the peace that is not the product of emotional management or spiritual performance but of the simple, irreducible fact of being right with the one who made her.

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    conclusion: the instruction is still there

    the bible has not changed. the commandments of the scripture are precisely where they were when they were written. the instructions regarding dress, adornment, marriage, ritual observance, and the prohibition of idolatry have not been amended or retracted. the warning against adding to or subtracting from the word has not expired. the promise of flourishing for the obedient and the warning of consequence for the disobedient remain as present in the text as they were the day the text was completed.

    what has changed is the civilization that receives the text. the civilization has developed, over seventeen centuries of accumulated revision, an elaborate apparatus for ensuring that the encounter with the scripture does not result in the behavioral change the scripture demands. the apparatus includes the historical tradition of incorporating pagan practice into the christian calendar; the theological tradition of selective quotation and creative reinterpretation; the cultural tradition of moving at sufficient speed that no one is ever still long enough to see what they are actually doing; and the social tradition of treating the person who takes the plain reading seriously as a dangerous extremist.

    the apparatus is sophisticated. it has been refined over many generations. it is sustained by the sincere devotion of people who genuinely believe they are honoring their creator. but it is, at its foundation, nothing more than a very elaborate, very culturally celebrated version of the oldest human project: the project of not doing what god said, while maintaining the appearance of doing exactly that.

    god, the scripture makes clear, is not deceived by the apparatus. he is not comforted by the christmas celebration. he is not impressed by the emotional intensity of the devotion that is directed toward a holiday he never ordained. he is not moved by the sincerity of the people who perform the rituals he never instructed. he is waiting — as he has always waited — for what he asked for at the beginning: obedience. plain, specific, behavioral, daily obedience to the instruction he left. not the addition of what was never there. not the subtraction of what he placed there with intention. not the redefinition of his vocabulary to mean something more convenient than what he meant. obedience.

    the straight line is still there. it has not moved. the thousand crooked paths lead away from it, not toward it. and the creator who drew the straight line is still there too, fully aware that the human race will do, with remarkable creativity and remarkable dedication, virtually everything except walk it.

    the instruction, as the scripture itself closes by observing, is not hidden. it is not far from you. it is not in the heavens, that you should say: who will go up to the heavens and bring it to us? nor is it across the sea, that you should say: who will cross to the other side of the sea and bring it to us? the word is very near to you — in your mouth and in your heart — to observe it.

    it is simply a matter of whether you will.

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    sources consulted: "christmas: the real story," simpletoremember.com; personal notes and theological observations on obedience, disease, and divine instruction; biblical references throughout both testaments; historical documentation of the council of nicaea, the saturnalia festival, and the development of the christmas tradition in the fourth through nineteenth centuries.

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